… Meaningful tumblr post #1 and hopefully the last one. I feel like i’m causing this, and you know what, I am. I don’t know how, or why I feel this way, but all I think about is her, and the more I think the worse I feel. I want to talk to her all the time, I want to get all of my feelings out. I don’t know how to say them, or when I will ever get time to convey everything. I want it to be soon. I don’t even know what all of my thoughts are on this, I just know that they need to be out in the open. I look at her Tumblr, and I feel like all she posts are negative things, a picture from someone along the lines of “Peoplefuckingsuck”, a post saying “You want everything to change but you”. I feel these are about me, and I can’t live with that knowledge. Four people will maybe read this post. My two best friends, my amazing ginger female friend, and maybe, just maybe this one person all of this is about will try to talk to me about this. I can’t change for the better when you can’t tell me what I need to change, it needs to be something. I want to spend the rest of my life with her. Plain and simple. What i want her to get out of this post, is just talk to me about anything. Don’t hold anything back. I want to know what’s on your mind, and I’ll do my best telling mine.
(via und0n)
